That moment that you realise your blog still exists but you deleted all it's content and now wish you had it for memories sake...

The feels!  I'm feeling all them feels right now.  Nostalgia, just from seeing my old header!  Regret, that I deleted all my posts from when I was a newbie mother of one.  *sad face emoji*  Joy, that I can still use the same format and write posts now that I've emerged from the baby years and am about to start the journey of the "kids are all in school now" mum.  *grinning face emoji*   Anxiety, that I might only have one post in me still and I will feel the pressure like I used to that I'm not producing enough content to justify being the cyber-mother of a blog page.  (There isn't an emoji to really portray anxiety in my humble opinion.  It's like an old friend once you have had it for a few years yet it's confusing and uncomfortable at the same time.)  Damn you anxiety.  Wait, what's that?  Excitement!  I really am just a little excited at the prospect of trying out blogging again.  I only wish I could use the emojis on my iPhone because, lets face it, those things are hilarious.  Especially when they annoy people my own age because apparently only the youth overuse them.  As that may be, I consider myself the Peter Pan age range where we aren't quite old enough to recognise ourselves as the adults in the room and yet we are starting to consider that if we stopped dyeing our hair we might have to face the reality of grey hairs and fine lines are definitely starting to become wrinkles.  No matter how hard we try to ignore them.